On Hold

When life goes on hold, it can be an unnerving feeling. It is almost like being in limbo. Not sure where you are… where you going… what is going to happen next. There is a kind of nothingness… a vacuum.

Sometime it is the environment that does that to you… sometime you choose to put everything on hold because there is so much inside you that you don’t know what to do, how to move forward or go back in time or maintain a status quo

Most of my posts are a function of too much inside my head…built up over a period of time and suddenly there is a rush… though none of the posts are actually thought over a period of time and then typed out… The feeling is just about getting the fingers moving on the keyboard to keep pace with everything in the head…

But am going to keep these posts on a hold for a while… people are saying there is perhaps anger inside me… perhaps am too restless… maybe i am angry and restless… maybe I am not… maybe am just too disenchanted..  or to paraphrase something I read, am lost in the jungle of time and space…even I don’t know. So till I know… posts on hold…

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